Another Trip to the Hardware Store

Well, it has been a few months since the last post. At that time the car was in the shop and I was at Starbucks waiting. Here it is in November and I have experienced a lot in these few months. The summer had a lot in store for me, I had no idea. Some of the highlights in no particular order:

I reconnected with my son, well actually my foster son...it's a long story...lost about 10 pounds and keeping it off, that's still a work in progress...made tough decisions about where I was stuck in life and decided to do something about it...released someone who released me long ago...tackled my fears and became stronger...gave up some bad habits...decided that I didn't want to live my life hiding things from the person I am supposed to be sharing my life with...came clean to myself on my faults and am now learning to embrace all that is good within me...spent some time with just me which included me riding my bike on the lake while I was on vacation, that was a good day! ...I became clear about what I want in my life, got rid of distractions and decided that listening to my heart isn't a bad thing...I became more honest than I ever knew I could be and mainly to myself...still learning how to love myself, each day that becomes stronger...took a leap of faith and stepped out there...turned 44...started figuring what my life should look like and making steps to see a completed picture...dated...fell in love in a brand new way with a brand new person...struggled through to victory.

My life is currently looking a lot different these days and should continue to change with the coming winter.

R. is in the process of moving and finishing off some home projects as the days become numbered. I think we will be making plenty of trips to the hardware store together. It's like I am doing a restoration of me, running to the hardware store to pick up a tool or an item that I know I need, then returning home to find that I'm still missing a piece... or the item that I thought would work when I got it home just was the wrong thing altogether so then I have to make another trip to get those missing items, you feel me?

It sure feels like the missing piece was waiting in aisle three all this time...waiting there for me and then I finally figured it out, saw what I needed...now I can do something with it. Got it home and it was the missing part, the right fit. And I am determined to keep making more trips to the hardware store that is life...I want, need and deserve to have the right tools to build something architecturally beautiful and lasting...

to be continued....

Updates

So since I have the time, I thought I would update my readers on my recent activity and what has been going on with me lately.

I am currently sitting at the Starbucks in the Millenium Station downtown. I'm drinking the last of my strawberry frappuccino, which I had to look over to the menu board to figure out how to spell. The reason I am hanging out down here so early is because I am waiting to hear from the mechanic at Midas about my car. To be more exact, waiting for them to call me to tell me I can come pick the car up. It's a long story that I wont go fully into, but let's say that I finally got my car paid for. So you know what happened, right?

Oh it just needs about $1,620.00 dollars worth of work to get it in the running condition it should be in. Anyway, Midas is going to let me pay half with the remaining balance due in 30 days.

A. let me ride in with and I am very grateful; I don't think I could have put up with one more ride on the CTA Pace bus: can you say ghetto! No, through with that for a while.

My frap is just about gone, so I will be wrapping this up real quick. I guess I will walk over to Millenium Park after this. My mom and brother are supposed to be coming down this weekend for the 4th. Also the Taste of Chicago is going on. I may walk over there if I still havent heard anything after a while. I just realized that I have written about the Taste before in another blog entry.

This is pretty cool tho. Hanging out downtown, soaking up the atmosphere; I kinda feel like this is where I should be. Still getting used to my own grown skin. And exercising my artistic muscles. About time. Well, I don't really know what's going to go down this weekend. Sean will want to go to the Taste. And my nephew Korey is supposed to be coming also with his girlfriend.

Diante is also staying with us for the summer. Well I just wanted to get something published to let you know that I am still here. I will be starting my art blog soon, so stay tuned.

BTW, I really have to use the restroom.

It's Raining, Men!

I often find myself flicking through the channels like most men; it's one of the things we do best. Sometimes, before a road trip, I need to check the Weather Channel to check the forecast. To my great surprise, anytime I come across any of these three meteorologists, I find myself lingering just a little bit longer. I guess they just make meteorology so very intersting. Would you agree?

Scott Williams

Paul Goodloe

Alex Wallace

SMALL ISLAND

I was peeping through some other blogs and I ran across the mentioning of a new PBS series titled: SMALL ISLAND. The BBC produced two-parter has already aired on PBS stations, but for a limited time, you can watch both episodes at http://www.pbs.org/wgbh/masterpiece/smallisland/index.html
The story is set in the past and introduces us to some dynamic characters. There is a nice history lesson in this tale of England and Jamaica, the war and racial tensions. Hurry to watch this before it is no longer available, although I'm sure it will be released on DVD.

If you need 2 reasons to watch, check out actors: David Oyelowo as Gilbert last seen as the cheating husband in the HBO series The First Ladies Detective Agency starring Jill Scott...and actor Ashley Walters who I predict will be a big star; he smolders on the screen in the role of Michael who stirs the desires of two very different women. Ashley has these dreamy eyes and a smooth gravelly voice that is too much...well, see for yourselves when you watch online http://www.pbs.org/wgbh/masterpiece/smallisland/watch.html

David Oyelowo

Ashley Walters

DON'T DIE, know the HEIMLICH

A couple of weekends ago, A. made a soup dish with some chicken breasts. Let me say that I am known to scoff food down, so that means I was not chewing my food the way I should have. To make a short story short, I got a piece of chicken stuck in my throat. At first I thought I would be able to get it down, so I kept swallowing. Before I knew it, I was in a life or death situation. I ran to the sink and tried to scream the meat out. That didnt work!

Anthony then came over and calmly performed the Heimlich maneuver on me. The meat was immediately dislodged and I was still alive. 3 things I learned:
1. A. still has my back, dont know that he never did. And I joke with A. that I owe him for at least one year.
2. More importantly, chew your food enough so that you can swallow!
3. Know how to perform the Heimlich maneuver on yourself.
I dont like to think about what might have happened if A. had not been there. MAKE SURE YOU HAVE A PIECE OF FURNITURE NEARBY THAT IS THE APPROPRIATE HEIGHT THAT YOU CAN PUSH YOUR BODY UP AGAINST IN THE EVENT THAT THIS HAPPENS TO YOU AND YOU ARE ALONE!

New Angles (Angels)

I recently updated my facebook status by saying that on one particular rough day, I had beautiful angels all around me, so many angels that the devil rolled up his window and drove away. All of the people below are Angels in one form or another. Whether it be an artist testing the boundaries and questioning individualism or a positive role model for the kids...a man telling the world who he is with no regret or a guy helping a celebrity get back her model figure. Doing a good deed or being honest will always help yourself and the recipient see a new angle on life.

Erykah

All I am going to say is that I like this video, but I like the song "Window Seat"better and her new cd even better. Check out the video and listen to the full album below on her website:




http://www.erykahbadu.com/

Vernon Davis

Saw my dude Vernon Davis on this new E Entertainment reality show: Pretty Wild. I cant say that I will watch this show anymore unless Vernon shows up again with that dynamic smile. I'm not mad at Ms. Alexis...flirting her ass off.

Ricky

Dude came out! What an inspiration he will be for generations to come. His bravery will make it easier for so many others. Thank you, Ricky!

JR Rogers or Who's That Guy?

If you are looking for another reason to watch Kirstie Alley's new A&E reality series Kirstie Alley's Big Life, check out her personal trainer JR Rogers. Enuf said.

See more here:

http://www.modelmayhem.com/portfolio/1176760/0